A Haunted House
Virginia Woolf
Whatever hour you woke there was a door shutting. From room to room they
went, hand in hand, lifting here, opening there, making sure--a ghostly couple.
"Here we left it," she said. And he added, "Oh, but here tool" "It's
upstairs," she murmured. "And in the garden," he whispered. "Quietly," they
said, "or we shall wake them."
But it wasn't that you woke us. Oh, no. "They're looking for it; they're
drawing the curtain," one might say, and so read on a page or two. "Now they've
found it,' one would be certain, stopping the pencil on the margin. And then,
tired of reading, one might rise and see for oneself, the house all empty, the
doors standing open, only the wood pigeons bubbling with content and the hum of
the threshing machine sounding from the farm. "What did I come in here for? What
did I want to find?" My hands were empty. "Perhaps its upstairs then?" The
apples were in the loft. And so down again, the garden still as ever, only the
book had slipped into the grass.
But they had found it in the drawing room. Not that one could ever see them.
The windowpanes reflected apples, reflected roses; all the leaves were green in
the glass. If they moved in the drawing room, the apple only turned its yellow
side. Yet, the moment after, if the door was opened, spread about the floor,
hung upon the walls, pendant from the ceiling--what? My hands were empty. The
shadow of a thrush crossed the carpet; from the deepest wells of silence the
wood pigeon drew its bubble of sound. "Safe, safe, safe" the pulse of the house
beat softly. "The treasure buried; the room . . ." the pulse stopped short. Oh,
was that the buried treasure?
A moment later the light had faded. Out in the garden then? But the trees
spun darkness for a wandering beam of sun. So fine, so rare, coolly sunk beneath
the surface the beam I sought always burned behind the glass. Death was the
glass; death was between us, coming to the woman first, hundreds of years ago,
leaving the house, sealing all the windows; the rooms were darkened. He left it,
left her, went North, went East, saw the stars turned in the Southern sky;
sought the house, found it dropped beneath the Downs. "Safe, safe, safe," the
pulse of the house beat gladly. 'The Treasure yours."
The wind roars up the avenue. Trees stoop and bend this way and that.
Moonbeams splash and spill wildly in the rain. But the beam of the lamp falls
straight from the window. The candle burns stiff and still. Wandering through
the house, opening the windows, whispering not to wake us, the ghostly couple
seek their joy.
"Here we slept," she says. And he adds, "Kisses without number." "Waking in
the morning--" "Silver between the trees--" "Upstairs--" 'In the garden--" "When
summer came--" 'In winter snowtime--" "The doors go shutting far in the
distance, gently knocking like the pulse of a heart.
Nearer they come, cease at the doorway. The wind falls, the rain slides
silver down the glass. Our eyes darken, we hear no steps beside us; we see no
lady spread her ghostly cloak. His hands shield the lantern. "Look," he
breathes. "Sound asleep. Love upon their lips."
Stooping, holding their silver lamp above us, long they look and deeply. Long
they pause. The wind drives straightly; the flame stoops slightly. Wild beams of
moonlight cross both floor and wall, and, meeting, stain the faces bent; the
faces pondering; the faces that search the sleepers and seek their hidden joy.
"Safe, safe, safe," the heart of the house beats proudly. "Long years--" he
sighs. "Again you found me." "Here," she murmurs, "sleeping; in the garden
reading; laughing, rolling apples in the loft. Here we left our treasure--"
Stooping, their light lifts the lids upon my eyes. "Safe! safe! safe!" the pulse
of the house beats wildly. Waking, I cry "Oh, is this your buried treasure? The
light in the heart."
Copyright: this story is in the public domain and not protected by
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